I’m going to be one of those moms that will never ever let anyone else hold my baby.

I can’t even watch women with babies or I start crying because I want to meet my little baby right now. :(

I’m hardly eating anything and I look huge.

I’m going to name my little girl Ember Mae. I’ve never been so in love with a name. Or Ella, Ellie, Something. Making babies is so difficult.

Sometimes I think I’ll feel better if I get up and do something and then I think about it really hard and it wasn’t such a good idea.